What I'd like to accomplish

When I was a kindergarten pupil, I wanted to become a veterinary surgeon because I like animals, but now I don't know what I want to do in my future. I gave up the dream of becoming a veterinary surgeon which I had in my youth because I don't like blood and I can't operation on pretty animals. I want to play with animals, and I did't want to hurt them. These days, I began to think about my dream,seriously and I feel that I want to get a job which have a relation to abroad. This is because that I like to study English, and I have a lot of oppotunities to study international study in Kwansei gakuin Univercity. I don't want to waste my study time of college. If I could be able to have a concrete dream after this, I want to do my best so that I accomplish the dream. Now, I should try verious things so as not to waste my precious time:)